um so yeah....I have a lot of decsions coming up that might involve moving and job changing so keep me in your prayers.

Babies

So a couple of days ago I got a call from one of my best friends that I've known for for about 20 years that she's pregnant and just a few minutes ago another of my best friends told me she's pregnant (but she will remain nameless as I was the first person to know besides her significant other). Two best friends, two unplanned pregnancies....I'm now making a vow of celibacy.

Years gone by

Well so yesterday I came to the end of my 23rd year on this earth. I'm feeling positive about 24 it seems like a good age to be hopefully it will be a year of less stress but I seriously doubt that given my chosen profession. I don't normally ever do new years resolutions unless I truly think I will benefit from it and that it is an achievable goal. This year I have two:

1) To pass the CFP(R) exam (there are 3 test dates a year and I realize I may have to take it more than once but again I believe it's achievable).

2) To get a puppy! this does not exclude older "dogs" but I would like a poodle mixed with something else so it won't kill Tim because of his allergies (I'm considerate that way).

I can't post any pictures from kansas and christmas or my birthday yet as my camera is currently dead. But Happy New Year to all and to all a good night!

Fixodent and forget it

I currently have a fake tooth, this morning while eating some granola a large chunk of one of my molars cracked and fell off. I had to have a emergency dental procedure and after 400 dollars (that's with my insurance) I now have a fake tooth for the next 3 weeks that could fall off at any time if I eat crunchy things or gum...oh I am so excited. Plus my mouth hurts!

Less than 24 hours

It has kinda been a sucky thanksgiving break for me. Besides for maybe Sunday, because I went out with a friend and had vietnamese food and went shopping but mostly I spent my time alone baking large amounts of christmas cookies to send to family and shopping by myself. In less than 24 hours my beloved returns to me. Hooray! I'm silly I know but being in the house alone is just not as fun as you might think after a day or two. Plus with all stress at work of being a real financial type now I need some one to come home to, to be with, who always has my back. I'm so thankful to have Tim in my life.

So Lonely

In my life since college I have lived in about 10 apartments, two of which I lived by myself for a semester each. I don't remeber ever feeling very lonely either time I lived alone. On Quivera I lived next to my bestest friend, Brande and then my last semester I lived in the graduate and upper classmen apartments but I was so busy I never felt lonely that I recall.

Tim went to his parents house for Thanksgiving. I'm alone for 8 days. Maybe that it's that I'm alone over the holiday or maybe it's because it's the longest we've been apart since I moved out here but it feels pretty rough. That is pretty much all.

Busy, busy shockingly busy

You've no idea wha we have to do. busy busy dreadfully busy more than a bumble bee more than an ant busy busy shockingly busy we love to help but we can't!

From the Tale of Fiberoloo (Veggie Tales)

As the words of the queen and david bowie song "pressure" run through my head I'm not sure how I'm going to make it through this coming week. I have my insurance examination on Tuesday (wish me luck) I have a big meeting with my boss where I need to ask him to let me have a part time job or a raise because I'm finding that I literally cannot live off what they pay me. I have to start writing a seminar with my coworker and have little get together with him and his wife and Tim. AND my mom is coming (which I can hardly contain my excitement) but Tim wants our house to be immaculate for her so it means a whole lot of cleaning. My weekend is packed with work meetings and museum fun in San Francisco with Tim and Emiko I just hope I can pack all this other stuff into the first three days of next week.